February Updates

Yes, February is almost ending and there isn't much to tell. I just feel obliged to at least list down things that happened during this month.

February started with me, whining about going to work. Work has taken a toll on me and it has made me officially cranky, moody and murderous. Try clicking the mouse 5 hours a day, 7 days a week and let me know if you decide to wear a halo or carry a pitchfork for the rest of your non-working hours. The only thing that kept me going was a mantra i chant every time my animal instincts rises. it's pretty easy. try it!

"i'm getting NZD5000". Just repeat xtimes till you're normal again.

Later, things started to shape up with allowances coming in, me losing 8kg and wearing size 10 jeans as well as the Lunar New Year (gained 2kg in 5 days o.O"). Let me break it down to you. Basically, from the 8th till the 15th, my daily activities involve eating with friends, eating with relatives, eating with relative's friends, eating with church members, eating with friend's of friends and eating in between eating. So you see, gaining 2kg from all that doesn't sound that bad eh..

We have also officially chenged our mailing address as of the 18th. after finally settling down, i realized that i have so few clothes! And summer sale is on now! Few clothes in wardrobe = summer sale = shopping! Which i'm going to do, soon!

People say the end of something marks the start of something new. well, my summer scholarship program ended yesterday (26th) and the semester will start soon (1st March). I'm in fact very excited (happy, anxious) that classes are starting again and that i can go back to doing what i do best (cramming info into brain, doing revision and hopefully, scoring A's). Life will be back to normal (at least for me) and things will just fall back to its place again once everything starts getting along.

But then again, studying doesn't seem so important now that you realize the fact that you will leave in less than 12 months, leaving a place that you can finally call home. I've decided to put my aims and goals this year ahead of studying and if i have to juggle and carry both academics and pleasure for things to work, i actually will. Let's hope it works and i don't end up tanking =)

Drabble 006

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Standing here, I can see everything so clearly now. You're walking away with steady pace. The disappointment and hurt still plastered on your face. My heart cries out for you yet my mouth stayed shut. I want to reach out for you yet my feet refused to budge. All I could do is hold myself, hoping that i wont fall apart.

I want to be bold. I don't want to stand in the cold.

Not anymore.

Not alone.

But what can I do? Your heart changed. You feel chained. All I can do for you now is let you slip away. I think it's better this way.

I am not bold. I'm still standing in the cold.

Always.

Alone.




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